It has been forever since I’ve posted something. Since moving to our new “home” it has been hectic, and the internet is a little harder to access. Well, a little update.

1.I love Vanessa more now then I did yesterday, and so on… :)

2.I hate Afghanistan, more then I did yesterday…

3.My newest obsessions include:Reading, Anberlin, Entourage, and working out. Makes time fly by, most of the time.

Some things that have been bothering me… The fact that people who don’t know shit about the Military are fighting for the “Don’t ask, don’t tell” policy to be banned.

Oh, and this constant obsession with pop music as if it’s the 50’s and the Beatles just came out. That makes me upset. lol I’m done now, times almost up. I’m back yo’s :)

I love you babe :)

dailyseinfeld:

Jeannie: Hey! Hey! Look out. (she pulls him back saving his life.) OK!, Are you okay?
Jerry: Yeah!.. Thanks.Oh! my god you saved my life.
Jeannie: Shouldn’t there be some kind of reward for that.
Jerry: oh! thank you.
Jeannie: You know you should be a lot more careful crossing the street like that, otherwise you could die..If that bothers you.
Jerry: Well I…
Jeannie: You see..(points to his collar) To me this is a waste.
Jerry: What?
Jeannie: The shirt you got on under your sweather.It sits for three weeks in your drawer, waiting to come out. and when it finally does . It sticks up only half an inch out of your collar.
Jerry: I’m Jerry Seinfeld.
Jeannie: Jeannie Steinman.
Jerry: Hey! Same initials . How do you like that?
Jeannie: I like it.

(via The Invitations)

After this random lyrics post, I will continue to do it, but it will be more themed. I will do it either by artist, or album. Giving lyrics by one band, or lyrics on just one album, may give you a more accurate view of the artist themselves. It will be more fun for me also. Until then, enjoy.

“Cant you see? Im shining just for you. Loneliness is over, dark days are through.”

-Black Keys, “The Only One”

When I first heard this, I smiled. All lyrics either hit you, or bounce off you, because of the situation, or circumstances your currently in. Given my situation, it reminded me of how I love her. It put me in a positive mood to continue to work for what it is I want. I found it very encouraging and it reminded me that she is the only one, she always was. It just took some time to realize.

“Someone told me that two lovers bound
Could put another sun in the sky.
If you believed it, there’d be
Twice the light and no one would be scared to fly”

-Live, “Who Put The Fear In Here”

Listening to this, makes even the most realistic thinkers want to dream. To imagine a world where love could be so strong, change physical events. Reminds me of the movie, The Notebook. Who’s to say the power of love, isn’t like the power of Jesus Christ? For the ones who believe so deeply, mountains can move. Who knows.

“And there it goes my innocence
While gathering up a compliment
And here I lie with words to swear
There’s something more than
The world out there”

-Collective Soul, “Compliment”

When I heard this, I thought of my deployment. I thought of how people compliment me on my choice to serve. I feel like what this lyric describes from time to time. I feel like I sacrificed my innocence to serve this country. Now, in realizing different things, I begin to feel that no matter how much I wanted to do this, to feel like I did my part, there’s more important things. I don’t regret my decision, I just tend to ponder about it occasionally.

“If the children don’t grow up,
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We’re just a million little gods causin’ rain storms turnin’ every good thing to
rust. I guess we’ll just have to adjust.”

-Arcade Fire, “Wake Up”

I had to adjust. People go through their lives heart-broken and I believe the majority of the time, they bring it upon themselves. If people would quit with the natural human behavior of being selfish, greedy, never being content, and fearful, ultimately the satisfaction of life will grow. The odds of being happy with one person, having needs fulfilled by one person will be more likely. Experiencing everything described in love songs, chick flicks, and romantic novels will become a reality to more people. 

A music critic! I think I can do it! Of course, considering my circumstances… I want a good paying job first, and maybe start it off writing in my free time. I hate modern music, oh so much. There’s very few good acts out there, it makes me sad. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you Vanessa. :)

Everything feels so right.

Step one of the plan, is up to me, so is step two… 

I’m more then excited.

I love you Vanessa.

She’s a proud Army girlfriend? :) Soon enough my beautiful girl. :)

It’s that simple.

dailyseinfeld:

Newman: Okay, you’re all set? You got your story?
Kramer: No.
Newman: When the cop stopped me, I told him that I was rushing home because my friend was about to commit suicide.
Kramer: Uhm…
Newman: Now, you’re that friend. Now, all we need is a reason why you were going to commit suicide.
[Pause; they’re thinking]
Kramer: I never had an air conditioner.
Newman: No! That’s no reason to kill yourself!
Kramer: Why? It gets hot at night, you can’t sleep. You ever tried to sleep in a really hot room?
Newman: Every night I sleep in a really hot room, I don’t want to kill myself.
Kramer: Well, I slept in really hot rooms and I wanted to kill myself.
Newman: No, no, no. That’s not gonna work. Something else.
Kramer: I was never able to become a banker.
[Newman has a revelation.]
Newman: Banker! So you’re killing yourself because your dreams of becoming a banker have gone unfulfilled. You-you-you-you can’t live without being a banker.
Kramer: Yeah, yeah. If I can’t be a banker, I don’t wanna live.
Newman: You must be a banker.
Kramer: MUST be a banker.
Newman: (satisfied): Okay, we’ll go with the banker story.

(via The Ticket)

Why is it when everything seems to be going good, and I’m being real, and truthful, she seems to think things, and it seems to push us back? Where does she get her information from? I hate it so much. These habits of hers are the things that I find need to change. Will they ever? I love this girl with all of me, and she is my number one priority. All these posts on FB about it was supposed to make her see that I’m not ashamed and I don’t care who knows. She’s over thinking again. Is it ever going to change?

When things are going great, my mood is amazing. When they’re like this, when it seems she’s upset for no reason, and I sit here and over think about words she writes, my mood is quite the opposite. I love you.

dailyseinfeld:

ELAINE: So, now, what is our move? What do we do?
JERRY: I don’t know, but we don’t have much time.
ELAINE: (Agreeing) Mm.
JERRY: The city’s probably teeming with people who’ve been waiting out that marriage.
ELAINE: Right.
JERRY: It’s like when someone dies in a rent controlled building - you gotta take immediate action.
ELAINE: Yeeah, but David and Beth are going to need their grieving time.
JERRY: Their grieving time is a luxury I can’t afford. I’m calling Beth tonight, and if you want a clean shot at David, I suggest you do likewise.
ELAINE: (Nodding) Yeah, yeah..
JERRY: But we gotta make it seem like we’re not calling for dates.
ELAINE: Then why are we calling?
JERRY: Good question. (More to himself than to Elaine) Why are we calling?
(Both start chanting “why are we calling..”, thinking deeply)
ELAINE: (Loud) Oh! (Jerry has a surprised look) I’ve got it! I’ve got it! We’re calling just to say, “I’m there for you.”
JERRY: (Nodding, trying it out) “I’m there for you.”
ELAINE: Then, after a period of being “there for you”, we slowly remove the two words “for you”, and we’re just (Makes a “ta-da!” gesture) “there”.

(via The Wait Out)